SO it was Valentine's Day which means...... We got no treats because we're missionaries and aren't allowed to have romantic feelings for the people here, BUT if we weren't missionaries we would probably all have become diabetic because of the huge amounts of chocolate we would have consumed from our fangirls aka just about every girl here but that's okay.
Anyways, let's talk about some "Refiner's Fire." God gives you hard times and hard people and hard places to mold you.
He does it to build you, not tear you down.
He does it to test you and see what you are capable of becoming.
He does it to see if He can trust you when times get hard; to see if you aren't going to just give up, but keep going.
He does it to see if we will be able to live like Paul and say at the end of our missions or our lives, "I have kept the faith" and are going to receive glory from God.
He does it so we can use the Atonement of Jesus Christ in our lives.
He does it so we have to rely on Him; so that we can realize how much we need Him in our lives.
He does it so we can learn to more earnestly pray and work, assuming we have the desire to grow.
He does it so that we can diligently study.
He does it, I think most importantly, so that we can overcome our weaknesses in our character and become more fully converted to the gospel of Jesus Christ and become more like our Saviour Jesus Christ.
These are the thoughts that have been going through in my mind lately, and have helped me out a lot. The mission is, yes, about finding people and baptizing them, but even the kids that break rules baptize. The kids that don't care teach. And often times the kids that are trying to be obedient don't. It's interesting how that works out isn't it? Why isn't 'success' directly related to obedience? Why doesn't God bless us because we work hard? Well you see, He does. The humble servant of Christ who works everyday to become better (he is still not perfect though) will undoubtedly inherit the Kingdom of God and "Lay up for himself treasures in Heaven."
God knows us. He knows every single one of us. He loves us. And when you sign up for a mission, you essentially sign a contract with you and God that tells Him that you will keep his commandments and follow the rules and be obedient to them, and more importantly, keep the faith and work as hard as you can until the end of your mission. I signed up for this. If you go on a mission, you will sign up for that. Anyone that has gone on a mission has signed up for this. But as God says, "many are called but few are chosen." God doesn't promise us that He will directly relate obedience to the blessings we want. Nowhere in the gospel does it say that if you are follow the commandments you will be blessed right away, OR with what you want. However, He has promised that you will inherit Eternal Life, which is greater than all of the gifts of the world. Why "lay up treasures where dust and moth doth corrupt" when we can gain Eternal Life?
If you come back from your mission a different person, a more Christlike person, you will succeed. If you know you tried your hardest, you will succeed. Why? Because that's what God asked of you. He provided a way for you to do so, and you just have to put your trust in Him and go full speed. You can tell who the people are that become changed by the gospel and who lackadaisically live the gospel. You can see it. Now, it isn't our spot to judge, so don't assume you're better because you're not, but you can see it. How? Because we all have the Light of Christ. And if you become converted and make the Light of Christ brighter and brighter until it consumes everything that you are, that's all people will be able to see: the pure love of Christ in your eyes. And, the only way to obtain that is through complete submission of your will to Jesus Christ and living His gospel. "Whosoever will save his life shall lose it, and whosoever shall lose his life for my sake, and the gospel's will find it." SO my commitment for everyone is to try a little bit harder and keep working because you will undoubtedly be blessed for it. It may not be what you expect or desire, but you will be blessed for it because your Father in Heaven "knows everything that you need." He will help you. He will guide you and He will bless you.
Anyways that took an unexpected twist. The whole point of that gets to this point: after the two hardest weeks of my mission, with two weeks of only finding and patience testing, we found TWO new investigators that are college students. The first is Nakashima san. He is 21 and we met him on the street and he told us he already has a Book of Mormon and that he wants to learn more about it. So we set up a return appointment and we are doing som BRT *Building Relationships of Trust* with him and he says that he just wants to learn about the Book of Mormon and our religion so we taught him about the restoration and everything made sense to him. We met again on Sunday and had three college age members there with us and we watched "Finding Faith in Christ" and unexpectedly, the only question he had was 'why did Christ have to leave after he was resurrected?' So we answered and said it was to build our faith and if we believed on his holy name, then we would be blessed. He told us that he wants to learn more about how he can receive a remission of his sins and feel peace in his life. He seems pretty kinjin (Golden Investigator) and we are so excited to be teaching him. Awesome!
Everybody I love you and I'm grateful for all of your support! It means so much to me!
Elder Tschirki
Some ramen for Elder Knudsen
A chocolate heart that says 'Kansha' or 'grateful'